So today started of the same as it always does..I woke up with that disturbing feeling in my stomach that I can not identify with. I wake up everyone morning like this and all I want to do is go back to bed. I have no desire to start the day. Why is this?..Why can't I once just wake up and bounce out of bed with a pep in my step? Ugh!.. I can not be depressed..that is not it or is it? NO!!!.
My mood quickly changes when I realize that I am wearing my new outfit, I bought it last weekend and this is the first time I am wearing it...SWEET!!. its a fabulous snakcskin DKNY dress, my new Tory Burch sandals and a totally fab Yves Saint Laurent bag..OK officially happy..
Ok....so fashion rules my life...its my one true love..its my happiness..its well my everything..and that is why I am THE FASHIONISTA....
Its amazing to me how one can feel when one has a fabulous outfit on...its like nothing bothers you..lol..thats funny...because as I'm feeling this high..I suddenly remember the real world in which I do live...Ugh...and there it is...I come crashing down...I am on my way to my job..my job that I hate...
Cute...I used to have days like this when I lived in TX and worked a full time job. If I bought an outfit during the weekend for work...I would wake up early on Monday dreading the day ahead until I remembered that I bought a new outfit to go to work in. ;-) They day seemed to get BRIGHTER and I couldn't wait to get ready and go to work. hihihi
ReplyDeletexoxo, Shelly
Shopping iS the cure. When i'm feeling down, incomplete, unsatisfied, angry, depressed.. Shopping heals me over.
ReplyDeleteGreat start, :D
xoxo, Tania